Well talking about myself, I'll tell you my part of the story, and the way I see things, maybe you can have a different opinion I don't know... But let me tell you mine. It might sound zany but that's the way I see things.
When you love something, sometimes you don't need someone to come and tell you how to do things, you fell like fearless about doing those things, you only find a way and with time you'll find more ways for making things better. In my case it is not different, when I was 15 years old, in high school, I learn how to work with a program called "Dreamweaver" I wanted to create something amazing very cultured and I found a way for making animations, being frank it was horrible, and watching some works from other people I discovered the best hobbie I ever had which is "Photoshop". Graphic Design became my favorite activity...I found it very pleasing but the thing is that I never went to a design school or soemthing I learned by myself making a lot of mistakes but learning from them. With those things I'm very plucky... I know what I want and I don't care what I have to do, I'll do it.
I remember when I was doing my "Delf", French certification, the teacher asked me why graphic design? Just for the record, it was difficult to answer, but I think that it is because I can change and do whatever I want, as my favorite designer, Gabrielle Chanel, used to say, "I've created my life by taking for sure that from everything I don't like there will always be an opposite that I'll like" and that is the answer, I don't like I can change it. This activity is alluring for me, doing whatever and however you want... It is like zestful for me, I really love it.
I'm a very creative person, and I love been like that... Why? Because you can call it however you want, but I never NEVER like what I do, I know it can be better, so some way, I live in a sort of permanent dissatisfaction...Always trying to make things better than the other one... "The next one will be the one" That is a simple dialogue that will never stop.
That way of thinking some people find it testy, but it might sound rude but I don't care, it is my work and if I don't like it, it's my problem, that is something that can despair me, people talking about your life when it's not their problem, like now, I bought my tickets for Lady Gaga, I had to pay $1,700 for my ticket and some people say that I'm crazy that they would never pay that much for one ticket, and things like that, my answer is very simple... How much did you lend me for my ticket? If you lend me money you can say whatever you want, it was your money, you can tell me yur opinion, but if you didn't I don't care about it. I found that very filthy...
Some people think I'm a very serious person, but trust me, I'm not, I'm a jolly person, I love talking, making jokes, I love kids some people say that my perfect job might be working as a kinder garden teacher, and may be the are right... In that sense I'm a very vivacious person...
My biggest dream, France, my favorite language, French, all my work, everything I do is some way related with France... Je l'aime avec tout ma vie!!!
And now about my life, really I don't know what say, because I would love to talk about so many things, but I don't have enough space, or time... But I'm sure that some situations can change your life in seconds and those are the situations you have to fearless of... That even the person you trust the most can let you down, or situations that will show you how amazing life can be...
Future? For me future is deceitful I mean I don't know what will happen tomorrow, maybe next week all my plans can change or may be not... But i'm sure that I want to have my own brand called "StéphaniieC." and have my house in a homely place called Paris with a lovely view to the Eiffel Tower!!
To sum up, I think we're all gifted for something, we only need to find it. And also something I've noticed with time is that, we all remember the same but different. We can be at the same time, the same moment, but at the end of the day we'll remember everything different...
We don't need to hesitate about situations, we can face them, sometimes they can be bad, worst or whatever but at the end everything will be ok. Bewildered, happy and anoying situations will come, but what I know is that we need to enjoy all of them! Every single moment in life is amazing.
"La vie n'est plus qu'un jeu",life is just a game, we decide how we want to play...
